So since I've dropped off the face of the blogging world, I think it's time for an update post! Get ready for it....Annnnnnnnnnnnd go!Plaid
Has dropped off the face of the Earth. According to Stalkbook, he has a girlfriend and has moved to the other side of the state. Such is life, it happens.
Boy-Formally-Known-As-Boy-With-A-Girlfriend
(As known in THIS post, and later ones of course)
The Boy-Formally and I have lost contact over the summer. This tends to happen in college towns, except for the little detail of he stayed in town and so did I. Oh well. If I remember correctly he and I are taking a class together this fall so we shall see. It doesn't matter though for romantic purposes, but he was a great guy, we could definitely be friends. And when I say friends, I mean it, just friends. I'm sure he'll come back into the picture come Tuesday when classes start back up!
Texter
Ohhhhhh Texter. I actually only heard from him a few times this summer during our class together. Lord only knows what this boy is doing, but we haven't spoken/texted since about June. God there is just something about him though that draws me to him. I don't get it. Sigh.
Boom Boom
Oh Boom Boom. Hahaha, that name for him still cracks me up. Boom Boom is doing lovely, he and I are still in contact, and actually have become quite great friends. We still sing together, and he has even found himself another girl to buy things for. Her name is Tits McGee. She's blond, and really titty and whore-ish. Hence the name, Tits McGee. I can't stand the bitch. Oh there will be all sorts of stories about her. But enough about her (even that was too much about her). Boom Boom causes bits of drama between me and the Boy (update to come on him shortly). Because they are close friends, the Boy worries that Boom Boom still has feelings for me, and Tits also feels that way. We make it work though. I still have absolutely no interest in him whatsoever, just a good, straight, male friend.
S (EEEE! The long awaited update on S)
(I'm not even going to put all the ones he was in, mainly because I had to edit them so that E wouldn't know what was actually going on)
S is one of the reasons why I'm going completely anonymous. There was so much I wanted to say about him, but I couldn't because E didn't know about us. S and I had lots of sex. Lots and lots of fantastic sex. And E thought we were no more than friends. And unless S has blabbed to her about us, then she still has no idea we were together. S and I went from being friends, to being together, to both of us disappearing from each others lives. It wasn't intentional, things just weren't going to work out between us. I wanted a relationship with him, and I'm sure that things could have worked out longer than it did, but you can't force something to happen. It's one of those things that I'll always remember, and in a good way. I really loved being with him, it was fun, and what I needed at the time. And now he and I are just friends, which is where we need to be. Needless to say he will always hold a special place in my heart.
iGuy (From here on out will be known as "The Boy")
(Can be found HERE, and that actually might be all, wow)
iGuy, aka, the Boy, is my boy. That's right people, watch out! Mafia has finally met her match! I have settled down and I'm actually in a real, grown-up, serious relationship! Can you believe it? Because I sure can't. Looking back on it now and how far we've come, it's just amazing. The whole deal with him and the Roomie (aka C from here on out, mainly because we're not roomies anymore, so sad), was that once I said I had a BF (aka S), he realized that he couldn't have me. However, he could be around C, which would of course put him around me. He and I ended up hanging out more and more, and I was sure that we were on the friendship track.
And then the most amazing night happened. And it didn't even involve sex!
The Boy and I went out for dinner, stopped at the store to get some drinks, and then went back to my place. He had a few drinks, we had some friends come over. It was an amazing time. And then he and I decided to lay on my living room floor, and he and I spooned, while listening to a storm with the windows open until about 6am. It's sounds cheesy and lame, but it was such an incredible night. It took every ounce of energy I had not to kiss him. That lasted until about 5am, when he said that he couldn't wait any longer to kiss me. And basically my world has been spinning ever since that moment.
He knows me and has been able to read me better than anyone I've ever met. He even rivals Will. It's insane. I didn't know I could love someone so much. That's right people, I love him, with all of my heart. I can't believe the words that are coming out of my mouth either, it's not just you. But I can't imagine my life without him, and I don't even remember what my life was like before him (I have to go back through my old blogs to remember haha).
So those were the updates on the men in my life. But now the men don't matter, only one man does. The man fasting and attachment fasting and focusing on myself totally paid off. And I couldn't be happier.
And I know this is turning out to be long, but bear with me here!
Time to update on myself!
I have now moved out of my place that I had with C (the roomie). Mainly because Snookie came back from England, and something had changed with her. The whole study abroad thing did not go over well with her. She came back and moved in and we just got in one fight after another, and couldn't even be in the same room together. She would yell at me and say that it was HER apartment, she could only tolerate me because she said I would stay in my room all the time, my boyfriend couldn't come over unless she said it was ok, I mean, I could go on and on and on with the shit that she said to me. She said absolutely horrible things to me, and it was just painful to even go back to my own house. It was a total turn around from living with C (who is absolutely fabulous to live with). So I ended up deciding that I couldn't live my life for her, or run my life around her, and I didn't deserve to be treated as horribly as she was treating me, so I moved. In 3 hours, with a van from where I work (P2) and my Boys Durango, I packed up and was moved out. I am now paying rent to not live someplace until I can find a sub leaser. I just couldn't live like that. And now my friendship of 16 years with Snookie is on the line. But something changed with her. And if she's going to be that kind of person with me, then that's not the kind of friend I want or deserve. Such is life I suppose.
So here I am. Completely broke and in love. And thus this is where the new Notes from a Mafia Princess (Part Deux) will commence.
For those of you new to me, I'm a fabulous mafia princess. I'm also a pre-med student with a major in Psychology, a concentration in pre-med, and minors in French, Biology, and Chemistry. I'm insane. I love to shop (and have been forcing myself to stay out of stores so that I'm not even tempted to shop), and I'm addicted to coffee and espresso, and lattes. I have the worlds most amazing friends, an obscenely crazy family, the worlds most wonderful boyfriend, and the kind of life that you just can't make up. It should really be a movie someday, and it will have the best musical score and soundtrack.
This is me, take me or leave me, love it or leave it alone. I hope you enjoy!
More blogging to come!
(And I realize that I'm late on this, but dear God did I LOVE the Sex and the City movie! Totally worth the wait!)
3 commenti:
It's official. Your site is so damn awesome! You are going on my Google Reader :D Oh, and I'm standing in the the morning SATC comes out on DVD!
EEEEEE thank you! It makes me so happy that you found me and on top of it you love my site :) Fantastic! If you love this one, you should check out my old one (if you haven't already), it'll get you up to speed on what's going on up to this point. I'm so happy to be blogging again!
Just found your blog and LOVE IT! I think we should be friends.
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