So basically I want to do what's going on in this picture with the Boy. I want to find him and run and jump into his arms. And then never let him go of course.My first thought this morning, besides "God I don't want to wake up, it's too early" (I hit my snooze button for 35 minutes), was "Wow I miss the Boy, and I love him so much."
I think it means something when the semi-first thing on your mind is your significant other.
So despite the conversation I had with S last night, which got more and more interesting as the night progressed, it doesn't matter because he will never be the Boy. There's no comparison. I'm not even worried any more.
Ahh, love.
God never in my life did I think that I would actually find a guy I loved. Wow. Whodathunk it?
Random side note, I broke my no coffee drinking thing that I had going on for a good 2 or 3 weeks.
And I also broke my no tanning thing.
Hell I'm gonna get cancer from something right?
That's just why I have to go to med school and then find the cure.
It's on my list of things to do. You know, cure cancer, create world peace, the works.
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Cute pic! I think it's sweet you think of your SO the first thought when you wake up. That does mean something I believe. Just distance yourself from S aka douchebag so you can focus on The Boy. Since you have the history with S like you do, eventually all contact needs to be broken if you truely want to be with The Boy and only the The Boy emotionally as well as physically.
Ah miss Curly Sue you are like my new Yoda of commenting relationship advice! :-) And yes I agree, S needs to be cut out. Which he was, but now it seems like he has to be all over again. And yes, the Boy is the first thing on my mind and he's amazing, I'm so not giving that up or risking it, especially not for S. You're fantastic! Thanks for the advice!
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