What's focus?

I have absolutely NO focus tonight. It's horrible.

I keep telling myself that if I want to be a doctor one day I have to keep my focus and learn all of this. But hell, even doctors lose focus sometime right? They're people too.

So I think instead I'm going to watch some Grey's Anatomy on DVD and type up some notes. At least it would still be productive.

I found out today that one of Texter's best friends/roommates is in my Genetics class. I realized it when I looked down to my friend who was sitting two people down from me, and he was sitting a few people away from her. I almost started laughing, I had to hold it in. I get the feeling that I won't escape Texter while I'm still at my university.

Oh! I ran into the Boy Formally yesterday. He gave me a hug and all. It was good to see him, he and I got to be decent friends over the past year. He switched his major over to the geosciences, so I won't be seeing him any more in classes, but we decided to meet up and be "break buddies" on campus.

I got to see the Boy on campus today! I loved it. I absolutely love him being so close to me. It sucks because we went from this summer spending so much time together and practically living together, to now me going to classes full time and working, and him working full time plus his second job from home, we are lucky if we spend 2 nights together a week. I so miss him. And I'm beginning to feel like all he does when we talk though is he talks about his day and what he's going to do, and we only spend a moment talking about my day. Does that sound bad of me? I love hearing about his day and everything, he's starting these new jobs and it's exciting and happy and all sorts of good stuff. I know it's only temporary. I still love him with all my heart.

I can't wait to be a doctor. Or at least be in med-school. Med-school should be better than undergrad. At least I hope so haha. I don't know what I'm going to do if I don't get into med school. I have to stay positive. I can do this!

Oh and a last little side note, I'm looking to download new music, any suggestions?